Toskovat
I have all these memories of you.
I no longer know my own memories...
I'm trying to teach them back.
I'm trying to understand you.
Past, present & future.
You can lie to anyone – but not to yourself.
Today I remembered encores and anchors.
The older scent, the hope that you would come back and that we would grow together.
I still buy your favorite chocolates, but I never eat them.
I wish my hands were clapping and cheering instead of being tied.
I don't care if it was acting anymore... I just want one last act.
But you never played like you said...
I just watched my life unfold and fold.
And now I see again.
I have all these memories of you.
I no longer know my own memories...
I'm trying to teach them back.
I'm trying to understand you.
Past, present & future.
You can lie to anyone – but not to yourself.